steph's blog

i watch my hopes fall like a sunset
but my sweet dreams will not again rise
to find themselves the only master
of my thoughts, the blue and boundless skies

i yearn to see you in my horizon
whispering things i need to hear
and yet i know you're slowly fading
into my memories, to me held so dear

i reach for you but you are not there
you are gone where i cannot be
my heart is full of emptiness
without you, drifting on an open sea

the colors of this vibrant sunset
are turning quickly into black
the reds, the blues become the darkness
the loneliness comes and steals me back
--confessions no. 2