steph's blog

i'm rather scared to post this, but it needs to be said...

i'm sick of all the gossip
sick of all the lies
sick of all the twisted tales
and flowery alibis

i'm sick of all the secrets shared
sick of all the pain
of tortured souls so struggling
to seek a worldly gain

i'm sick of everybody sharing
the things i thought were mine
sick of myself for taking part
crossing a shameful line

i'm sick of never knowing when
and who and why to trust
sick of keeping myself in
but now i fear i must

-"sick"