steph's blog

i hate making decisions. everyone's getting all worked up over prom already, it's 4 months until we have it, feelings are already getting stepped on, everyone wants to ride in the limo with everyone else and sit at the table with everyone else, and we can't all be there, we can't all be completely happy, i've tried, but i just can't make all of this work. and now as if things weren't bad enough, we're having room problems for the band cruise, somebody please shoot me...why, oh why do i have to be caught right in the middle of this every single time?

read a cool poem in english today, here's the part that really made me think...

Dull sublunary lovers' love
(Whose soul is sense) cannot admit
Absence, because it doth remove
Those things which elemented it.

But we by a love so much refin'd,
That ourselves know not what it is,
Inter-assured of the mind,
Care less, eyes, lips, and hands to miss.

Our two souls therefore, which are one,
Though I must go, endure not yet
A breach, but an expansion,
Like gold to airy thinness beat.

hmmm, interesting...anyways all-region is tonight, and i suppose i should take a nap now, so i'll talk to you guys later! wish me luck!