steph's blog

it's strange. i keep looking at other people's away messages, blog entries, comments, etc. and see sadness. i feel so helpless right now... like i want so badly to be there for all of you, not just emotionally but physically, to give you all a hug and tell you everything's going to be okay. so i feel powerless, down here in austin by myself, and seeing other people hurting. the best i can do is to tell you that i love you all deeply, and if you ever are lonely or frustrated or need someone to talk to please don't hesitate to come to me. part of it is that i wish i could have come back for homecoming. i feel like i missed out and who knows when i'll see this group of people together again. i'm sorry i couldn't be there. i'm making friends and having a blast down here but nothing fills the hole in my heart that leaving you guys put there. i love ya'll so, so much...