steph's blog

sometimes life is like a giant episode of the tower of babel. you try to explain yourself, how you feel, and it's like you're speaking in another language. and when someone's explaining their feelings to you, try as you may to understand, you just can't. it's like, you can try all you want, but some things you just can't see eye-to-eye on and don't know if you ever will, and it's the most frustrating feeling in the world, especially when you don't even have the time at the moment to make things better. so instead of taking that time to solve problems, they get swept under the carpet only to be blown up again at the slightest disturbance...

it's bad enough when this happens between you and a person you "know". but when it's between you and one of the people you love most on this planet, it tears you apart. to know that you're hurting and they're hurting and you can't seem to make it better no matter what you do.... you start to feel pretty useless, you know? like your thoughts and your actions don't matter really. in the end, nobody (including yourself) can really understand you...