steph's blog

i haven't posted anything meaningful in a long time, and i don't particularly feel like reading for my astronomy class, so here goes...

i got a new fish on saturday to replace vince. yes, vince passed away... about a day after i got him... i'm still not sure why, but whatever i did wrong with him, i did right with elvis, because he's still kickin' it. he doesn't seem to like the food i give him very much. oh well. he's cute... he has reddish fins and a shimmery blue-green body. pictures to come. maybe. they were kinda hard to take the first time and kinda not worth the effort b/c they were so blurry. oh well. yay for having someone to talk to in the mornings though. it's a good feeling.

tomorrow it'll be one week until i'm an active member of tau beta sigma. it seems like the membership candidacy process has gone by so fast. i luv my LUCKY sisters though. they're so cool. and i really look forward to getting to know them even better after i'm active. also looking forward to not having to do so much stuff every week... by next week i'll have interviewed 56 people, done 18 service hours, and 9 "study" hours, as well as a whole bunch of other activities that were fun and cool and all that.

smell you on my hands for days
i can't wash away your scent
if i'm a dog then you're a bitch
i guess you're as real as me
maybe i can live with that
maybe i need fantasy
life of chasing butterfly
i'm sorry for what i did
i did what my body told me to
i didn't mean to do you harm
everytime i pin down what i think i want it slips away
her ghost slips away