thanks

i appreciate the comments on the last post. i deleted it because i was feeling extremely sorry for myself at the time that it was written and i just don't think it's appropriate anymore. the said person and i are trying as hard as we can to resolve our differences and be happy together. it's going to require sacrifice and change from both of us to make it work, which is hard because he and i are the two most stubborn people i know, but i think both of us want everything to work out badly enough that we'll find some solution somehow. this is purposefully vague because i'm trying not to betray his privacy, so sorry about that. thanks again, though, and God bless each and every one of you.

and now... i sleep