um, yeah

... this SUCKS. i'm trying to get together a short road trip to go to san antonio next saturday to go see DCI at the alamodome, it would be so much fun... except for the fact that nothing seems to be going right about this stupid trip. i can barely get anybody to go with me, i have to work at 12:30 the next day so we're talking turning around and driving to austin that night and getting up early to drive back home... which means i'll barely get to see my boy at all that day, but if i don't go it'll be another two weeks before i can even think about seeing him again... geez, it's like i went from one long-distance relationship straight (well, almost straight) into another, except for the part that joseph lives almost 3 times as far as A&M was... and just now i got the impression that he didn't even think i should try and go...

i really want to go down there... i really really do... i want to see him and the corps and all my UT friends that are gonna be there... i'm just beginning to wonder if this is all really worth it.