not exactly ben folds, but...

... here you go. it's not perfect. i wish it was. i wish i was, for that matter.

life is, as always, crazy. i just feel like right now it's a little closer to the edge of oblivion than most times. a little scary to think that a few thin little threads are keeping my fantastic heaven from being my fantastic hell. i feel like it's only a matter of time until they fray and fall apart. so what do i do? i smile and enjoy things while i can, and hope school lets out before the things keeping my world up disetigrate and fall away. so how's that for metaphorical?