i want to be on you

wow, this is a lot of posts in a little bit of time. i think once i came to the novel realization that i really CAN post whatever i want and if you don't like it, tough, i thought of all these things to post. how very interesting.

i think everyone feels a little separated from their friends at times, but this just seems to happen to me a lot lately. it's entirely self-inflicted: they all live in the same dorm and i live ten minutes away (not far, but far enough). but they all know i'd drive or take the bus or do whatever i could to get there to hang out. i offer myself and everything i have to give at times. but when what they really want is to hang out with someone else, no distance i suppose is close enough. i wonder how next year will change things. i imagine that what will not change is that i will continue to feel a bit left out, a bit out of place, and a bit behind the curve...

perhaps i'm overreacting/over-PMSing. at least that's what i hope it is.

by the way, after tonight, i want a Mac just so i make awesome mixes like this with garageband. so good it was funny. so funny i smacked a mime. :-)