let me be your weeping willow tree

this is really, really cool. a great reminder that nobody in this world is really ever alone in their thoughts... i'm kind of wondering what i could send to this.

why does UT's exams end so much later than everyone else's? just a thought. i'm not done until about 4 days from now. stupid PSY 301 exam on the last day of finals.

question: when the person you used to be with is with someone else and so are you, why does it STILL hurt to see them together? why do i STILL fill my thoughts with "i wonder what they're doing right now?" and "i wonder if he's happy?" it's getting better with each passing day, but it still haunts me a little. i was slightly offended yesterday when a close friend of mine made my problems out with this seem to be nothing compared to her problems, but the more i think about it this morning, the more i think she may be right. first of all, her situation sucks. and second of all, do i even have a right to feel upset? what if he told me in the not-so-distant past that he didn't want to be in a relationship with anybody and that's one of the reasons why we broke up, but now i suspect and fear it might just be that he didn't want to be with me anymore? is it wrong that that matters to me also?

i need a vacation very badly. even if only for a few days before i jump head-first into the madness that will be this summer. i'm tired of worrying about the things in my life that don't matter (aka THE PAST) when i should be enjoying the present. because it really, really, really is a great thing i have here. i love it. and i don't want it to go away on account on my well-intentioned, but useless, nostalgia...