steph's blog

do you know what i want more than anything in this world? i want to make a difference. i want to look into someone's eyes and know that i made a difference in their lives. i want to look back on my life when i'm on my deathbed and smile because i didn't spend it behind a computer, a phone...a technological disguise. i want to smile at that time because i did something worthwhile with my life. met people and made friends. spent my life helping people, enlightening them, teaching them. i want to be a servant of the human race. does that make me strange? does it make me a freak? to care little about money made or benefits earned? to just want to love and be loved? perhaps...or perhaps i don't really care.