steph's blog

about a year and a half ago i had the privledge of becoming friends with someone who is now one of the most important people in my life. it was mostly because this person asked me to accompany him to prom. it could have ended there, but i knew there was something special when everytime i called him to fill him in on some minute detail we'd spend at least an hour on the phone. we'd just sit and talk forever like old friends. little did i know then that i had found my angel... the person who would love me at my most unlovable moments, the person who would still care for me even after i dragged him face-first through a mudhole of uncertainty and fear, the person who would never, ever ,make me feel anything less than wonderful in his presence. i still deeply love this person. we've been through some quite rough times in the last few weeks, times that have made me question myself, him, and our relationship, but the conclusion i've come to is that i can't give up on my angel. we're both unlovable sometimes, both stubborn, both opinionated (sometimes in very different directions), and above all, both in love with each other. trials can either overcome you or make you stronger. i choose not to be overcome by the obstacles. i choose to persevere because of unconditional love. i choose to work things out, to talk, to communicate, and above all, to not give up on the relationship that has kept me going for so long...