steph's blog

an update, something i forgot to put in the last post...

the worst part of all these problems is that they're self-fulfilling prophecies. i start thinking nobody wants to talk to me because i'm shy, and because nobody wants to talk to me, i don't do things with people because i'm afraid nobody will want me there if i go. this applies to almost every aspect of my life right now, or at least those aspects that i experience in large groups of people. or, in another vein, i complain about not seeing my friends from last semester as much, but i don't really call them and ask if they want to do stuff, so it's not like i'm completely innocent or anything. i'm pretty much a giant wuss. that's about what it comes down to...