ahhhhhhhh
... i don't remember PMS ever screwing with my head as much as it has this time around. i'd kinda like my life to stop being one gigantic roller coaster of emotions and start making a little more sense.
or maybe the reason i feel this way is because i put all (or least a very significant percentage) of my potential for happiness in one person and it's wrong of me to do so but i can't help it, after five months i still melt when i look at him. and come on, even though i just left him not five minutes ago i'm almost numb with loneliness already and it's absolutely pathetic. how on earth did i let myself fall so hard for someone? the source of so much joy and so much pain...
texas pulled off one hella nailbiter today, but at least it was interesting. way to go horns!
i can't sleep, can't eat, can't concentrate, can't do anything right now except idly check other people's away messages over and over again and lose myself in the image i have of his smile. what on earth is happening to me?...
2 comments:
Ok Tyler, that's it, I've had enough. Keep those comments to yourself. Post stuff like that all you want on your blog, but you have no right to post it here.
you need to go back to your happy time or maybe add a few new friends to your group. do things to keep your mind off your boyfriend. it help trust me. take up a new hobby. figure out what or who makes you more happy without being so dependent. maybe even going to something or someone who allows you to be dependent on them so much. don't kick yourself but be very wise with you decision and try not to hurt anyone if possible.
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